March 2012
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I should be happy. But I still feel gross and ugly.
One day i’ll be so pretty he will actually want to marry me..
maybe
hopefully
Even though he says looks don’t matter i can’t help but feel it
mostly when ive been drinking.. like tonight
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Today was my first day back at the gym hardcore like. I’m started to get back into lifting weights and all that fun stuff. Since my body is almost to the size/weight that I want I feel like it is finally time to get some definition in my body. Now I don’t want to be like scary buff like women who take hormones or something. I just don’t want to jiggle anymore. In the long run...
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Today I started what is going to be a 6 week program on healthy living. I will be working with 3rd-5th graders. We will be focusing on nutrition and how making better eating habits can help us in other parts of our lives. Such as general health, sports, and can even help us focus better in school.
Today we just did a general “see where we are group” I asked the kids to write down...
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I wish I could just live in mini skirts and combat boots.
Why can’t i live someplace where it is always nice so i never have to wear pants.
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I want you to be the one to change my world
One day I’ll be pretty.. right?
I really hope so,…
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There really do not seem to be enough hours in the day. FUCK. I just want to have everything done and not have to deal with anymore school work or anymore internship stuff. I just want to go on some vacations and not have to worry about anything school or career related for a few months. June can not come soon enough.
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“Education is not about obscure facts or little test scores. Education is about...”
– Mr. Feeny (via headabovewater33)
Day one of getting my body back into real people shape and not fat ass shape.
and all i learned today is that i really let myself get out of shape. UGGHH
I have alot of work to do
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I really just want to love myself again. I feel so fat and huge and unloved.
I’m going to start running again because when I was running I actually felt good about myself.
and right now I do not feel good at all
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Wedding Gowns: Brides.com →
DAMN this is so freaking pretty.
Added to the list!
Life has been CRAZY right now. I feel like I am rushing around trying to get everything in my life done. I want this semester to be over with and be able to just sit down and relax. I want to go on a vacations and just enjoy a little bit more of my time. Hopefully that will happen soon because it will be awesome.
Trying hard to keep this blog for my wellness and to keep myself from just loosing...
