May 2011
88 posts
April 2011
73 posts
I ate like a fat bitch today
I feel like shit.
Spending the day with some of my lovely pledge sisters…
Sitting around the house trying to figure out what clothes don’t make me look to fat to be around them. or to be in pictures..
it is a failure so far!
I feel like i dont let him know how great he.
How important he is to me.
I love him so much
I just hope he knows that.
30 day challenge link on main blog.
Soon to have a “Summer 2011” fun page added to the blog.
Also creating a photography blog to add to this and the progress blog. Something to keep me from being completely obsessed with being thin. And allowing me to have something else to talk about too.
I’m such a blog whore.- I’ll keep you all updated on the status of these.
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I have been so stressed out all week with finals that I wasn’t eating
Now that finals are over.. I’m starving and want food in the worst possible way.
5 tags
In about a half hour. I will offical be done with my first year as a graduate student..
And it means that summer 2011 is offically here.
And we know what that means
MOJITOOOOOSSSSSSSSSS
made skinny of course.
Fresh Limes
Seltzer water
Fresh Mint
Small teaspoon of splenda
RUM
add some fresh fruit for better tastes :)
Gotta love summer :)
I’m thinking of adding a section to the...
dear tumblr.. is saddens me to say that we cannot be friends until tomorrow at 9pm.
you can blame finals for that
See you all then!
No gym today- I have been working all day on these effin projects for school. Since apparently people in my group are the dumbest people ever born. And I feel like I keep working and working and getting no where. Guess it is going to be another early morning if I am going to get everything that is needed done by Thursday. And still have time to make my body look like this :::
:::: Ugggghhh I...
I love that I RUSHED to get dressed this morning. My hair is a MESS and I look like shit
And I have to be at work at noon, and my group was supposed to meet me here at 9. But no one is here.
So i would love to know how the FUCK we are supposed to get anything done.
Fucking idiots.
Not a happy little girl right now
Reblog if you listen to Brand New.
Was listening to them about and hour ago :)
70timesseven:
i dont usually do “reblog if”s, but come on this deserves so many more notes
woman at super cuts- cut my bangs way to short..
Me no happy. I’ll have to wait till tomorrow to figure out how the hell i’m going to be able to style them.
Good thing my hair grows super fast :)
feeling artsy
But i have to work on my projects for school
FML
The worst thing about depression is when you...
I couldnt agree more. My life is good. And yet im not satisfied. Im so sad all the time. and i just want to run away and start over. But i know that wont even help because in the end i will still be me. And that alone will make me still hate myself. I doubt anything in the world is going to make me happy any more. Not getting thin, no finishing my degree, not my boyfriend (who i already fear is...
I feel like i want to vomit.
But i cant… I tried
Not a purge… But just because i feel so sad it is turing my stomach into a knot.
I just want the pain to go away.
Next paycheck
I want a new piercing. Because Im hoping that will make me feel like more of a person. Because right now I feel so low that it isn’t even worth the time to blog.
just bed now i guess.. gym, homework… and work all effin day tomorrow and I hope it will make me feel better…
eurcuh asked: Hey!
That is my tattoo you reblogged and the artist is Kurt Halsey.
That is my tattoo you reblogged and the artist is Kurt Halsey.
I wanna become a suicide girl… :/
Once i lose the last stubborn 30ish pounds
thinbition-deactivated20120123 asked: hey girl! sorry i've been gone i was on a hiatus.
i was just wondering how you were doing :)
i checked out your prog blog and according to your posts it sounds like you've been hitting the gym hard.
keep it up girl! it'll all be worth it in the summer! <3
i was just wondering how you were doing :)
i checked out your prog blog and according to your posts it sounds like you've been hitting the gym hard.
keep it up girl! it'll all be worth it in the summer! <3
Watching Americas Next Top Model… and the girls are dressed like the guys and the guys are dressed like women.. NOTHING makes me happier than cross dressing.
I really want to go to a drag show like NOWSKI. Because it just make me feel so happy.
Thank god there is an awesome club not to far from me :)
I cannot wait until it gets like 20 degrees warmer so I can just run around outside all...
I greatly enjoy watching the old episodes of the OC.
Rachael Bilson is sooo freaking awesome. And she is tiny. Height and body structure. Pretty much perfect.
a 20 minute toning workout — Better than nothing at all..
What do people think ???
Have jammed packed my days that by the time i get home I am way to tired to do anything else that I wanted to do.
Which leads me to staying up a lot later than I want to
which makes it harder for me to get up in the morning.
I feel this is a very unpleasant cycle.
The semester is coming to an end. And I could not be happier. Even though the summer is still going to be just as crazy- it is going to be alot more enjoyable. I cannot wait for summer and to be able to just enjoy myself every now and then.
I hope that having more time to spend with the people that matter will help be less afraid that they are going to just up and leave me.
Sadly that is a fear...
Reblog if you don't care if someone is straight,...
NoH8
<3
My followers better all reblog this…
Im nervous and I have no one to talk to.
There is stuff going on and it is scarying me. But I feel like you do not want to talk about it.
But this is one time when i need you the most
Dear College Problem tumblr…
you are my love.. I wish I had known about you when I was in college„
Loves.
My favorite jeans that I just bought- Do not fit.. waist is way to tight.. wtf
I thought working out was supposed to make me lose weight and fit into my clothes better. Not make it HARDER to fit into the things I already love.
Ive been trying to cut out as much crap as I can. And if I cut out anymore food I swear I’ll be starving myself.
I have no idea what to do anymore.
Other than...
So many things that I want. And I just feel like nothing I do is ever going to make these things happen.
It is hard not being in control of something as big as my life.
Beautiful!
Enough said,
Sadly this is where my mind is right now..
Gotta keep working
UGHHHHHHHH
Failure
That is all…
Oh hello sunshine and warm..
I hope you enjoy your time here and stick around from now until october.. that would be great
Lots of love…
